对不起

今天，我是千古罪人...

没有人原谅我，我也不知道如何去原谅我自己。

我犯了从来没有犯过的错，很错，很错...

没有人会原谅我，
尽管我放心思的去做这份工作，
尽管我真心的道歉了。

把deadline记错了，
我该死。
但到最后，就算赶得及了，
全部还是错了。

我根本就是一个超级蠢的人，
什么事情都做不好。

没有人会同情我这个白痴.


我错了，对不起。

I.L.Y

I can't hold my tears.
crying like a child.


Hubby went back.
and he is leaving to Singapore, soon.


when is our next date?
who will by my side in the coming sem break holiday?


i am not an independent girl.
i need you to be with me.
yet, now, i have to be the independent girl.


dear, remember what you've promised.
You given me your words.


I love you.
♥
♥

PR

PR PR.

stand for PUBLIC RELATIONS.

my course.

i should start practise write write write.

People,

don't see PR course is a course for playing.

you're definitely in a very wrong way if you think like this.

PR course is all about " WRITE ".

In the future,

How much you'll earn depend on how beautiful you can write.

think twice before you choose this course.

=)

God with me. ♥

在你身边

以后的日子，我真的不敢想...

因为似乎，真的很遥远...看不见。

我得，好好珍惜每一次在一起的时候。

我会为你祷告... ♥

I love you, my dear.

真正的好朋友，

不需要每天黏在一起；

不需要在背后怀疑；

不需要在背后说些是是非非；

不需要背后的嫉妒。

她错了，正面的对她说。

她对了，当着面的称赞她。

没有完美的人，记得这一句话。

真喜欢她 ♥

最近啊，

都在跟Hubby说着这个女艺人。

一直说， “我好喜欢她哦！”

我是真的很喜欢她耶...

很漂亮又可爱又性感...

♥ MAKIYO ♥

超sweet的~

又有傲人 F罩杯的身材~

很喜欢她一下~ ♥

You can't be me

♥
ITS SUNDAY!
♥
I went to church this morning, with Elijah.
The worship song really touched me.
I dropped my tears.
God, i am weak, and i need You to strengthen me.
♥
♥
Thanks alot to my dearest babes,
KaiWen & XiauJian.
They are really so kind.
They always helped me to buy foods and things.
and they always take care of me.
I'm really grateful to have you all with me. =)
♥
muacks!
♥




p/s : You can't be me, so don't even try.

- Todays' Question-

Do you miss your home now?

过客之歌

今天考试的时候，

脑海里突然浮现一首歌...

不知不觉自己在心里哼了起来。

这曾经是一首我很喜欢的歌，

TANK の《非你莫属》 ..

歌总会带给人回忆，

这首歌让我想起了一个人。

但是已经过去了...

想起他，也许只停留了那几秒，

他，只是我生命中其中一个过客...

一点，也不值得。

p/s : 我现在很很很幸福 ♥ ♥ ♥

noob Melody

心情郁闷，

今天早上的考试我都不懂自己写了什么... =="

Hubby昨晚问我，

" 你不是讲不要玩Photoshop的了咩？"

我就回答，

" 因为我手痒，屁股痒，得空没事做嘛... "

Photoshop真的很多东西学...

可是我很noob，

想变pro一点，但是没有人教我... T.T

all right.

i am super hungry right now.

i skipped my breakfast.

Urghh.

p/s :

27 March, switch off your light for 1 hour.

save the earth,

its our responsibility.

- Todays' Question -

in God, everything is possible. Yes?

YES.

its FRIDAY

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Its FRIDAY!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Everyone must be loving it!

I had EMC tutorial class this morning.

everything fine.

Thank God. ♥

and also Thank God i've under her tutorial too,

it has to be considered lucky to under her compared to other tutor.

learnt a lots from her, didn't we?

took some pics with the crazy ones.

♥ The HANTU LingWei in the house ♥

♥ the ahmad JiaChyi in the house ♥ LOLX

♥ Katherine in the house ♥

so fun playing & joking with her =)

p/s : i miss my marmie. =(

- Todays' Question -

Health & Wealth ,which will you choose?

Mel's love

Going back on APRIL.

For my baby ♥ Schiann ♥

I do miss her a lot.

Of course, also my baby boy.

SmooOOchiesS!

he came

♥ HELLO ♥

Today i will be staying at hostel, the whole day.

TeeHee.

Now, i gonna blog about Tuesday,

HUBBY CAME, to my campus. =) ♥

♥ Melody ♥

♥ at the Lecture room, i having presentation that day ♥

HUBBY was by my side. =)

♥ Jean Low in the house ♥


♥ Picha of us ♥


♥ walking at the corridor , TeeHee ... ♥



♥ CUTE, right? ♥


♥ HUBBY HUBBY ♥

Dear,

thanks for accompanying me.

thanks for doing so much things for me.

i like the way you sayang me. =)

♥ MUACKS! ♥

Yet, you are now have to work hard,

for your future.

You have your responsibility as a man.

i know, you can do it. =)

and i'll always there for you.

- Todays' Question -

What is your biggest Regret?

The consultation with her

♥ Hello ♥

Played with Photoshop just now.

aha. fun.

I am now to blog about yesterday,

i went to campus for the consultation with my English tutor.

Here is some pichas of that day while waiting for her.

♥ Melody ♥

the weather was so bad.

i was wearing singlet + jumpsuit.

Yes, i am fat + chubby. ( yet, you like it. )

♥ 100PLUS , the super star! ♥

♥ Took tons of pichas with this two 38 girls ♥

♥ Melody & Ding Dong ♥


♥ Melody & Jia Chyi ♥


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The consultation with the tutor was quite good.
we did not kena scolded by her. [OH YEA]
THANK GOD.



p/s : 加油for babe Jean♥

HELLO!

HELLO , My blog's readers!

i will update my blog, soon~ soon~

i need to set up all those things,

such as Nuffnang..

Things make me busy,

Mid-term test and assignments.

God bless me.

stay tuned.

Weather is soOO bad. Goodness me.

p/s : online shop makes me broke.

-Todays' Question-

can u live without FACEBOOK?

my answer is a big NO.

four thousands.

2008's picha.

I LOVE YOU, Lee 4000.

we gotta change

Tadaa!

now only i upload this photo.

Photo caption : my mummy doing with hubby's hair.

it just remind me ,

oh its time for me to do my hair!

i am going to cut + dye + treatment for my hair.

which colour i will choose?

lets see.

p/s : 换个发型，换个心情，换个形象。

- Todays' Question -

You will like it, yes?

Online shopping

昨晚因为HUBBY的关系，

所以我很早就睡觉了，大概10.30pm吧...

所以今早，6点就起来了...

天啊，真是早！

早上的line真的有够好的，

非常顺畅~

真希望一直都是这样就好噜~

最近online shopping到有点过份，

该收手了~

我的日子就是这样，

不是上课，就是在家...

娱乐消遣，就只是网购。

那是

这个时间，我早应该上床去睡觉了...

但是，我睡不下。

看了一些东西，想了一些事情，

我，真的又流下了眼泪。

一段时间没为这件事哭过了，

以为过去了，自己熬过了，

但原来，并没有...

也许现在再多的幸福，仍然掩盖不了过去的痛...

我仍然过不了自己那关，

你不会懂我的难过，你不会知道我的心痛。

也许从那一天起，我就已经掉进了一个深谷底，

就算自己再怎么努力，也还是爬不上来...

那是我心里永远，永远，永远，永远的痛。

晚安，xhx.

Oh my dear

I miss you badly. =(

Settled

Thank God, everything settled.

不要再说些伤人的气话，

不要再把我让给别人，

因为，那真的很伤人。

Communication works, at last.

a BIG smile for that.

I know, you are understanding.

I love YOU.

p/s : Its another bored monday.

-Today's Question -

Online shopping is really so fun, YES?

你是我的幸福吗

你是我的幸福吗？

突然啊，对这句话很有感触。

有谁能够很肯定的对我说“以后”，对我说“未来”？

有谁能够给我保证未来？

也许说了，我下一秒就死掉了。

不管以后未来的路是如何，

也许还是爱的痴痴缠缠的，也或许已经成为形同陌路的两个人。

至少，你是我现在的幸福。

在Facebook看到一句很有意思的话，

" what you see depends on what you looking for "

好好爱我，也好好爱你自己，

这就是我想要的。

p/s : 没人能保证永远，但你能保证你的心。=）

Yes i do.

i like the photo taken during the CNY. =)

i am going to assignment discussion soon.

but have to blog 1st. =)

TeeHee...

This morning ,

i received a message from the management of my hostel.

informed that my house will be install water filter and E-card door system.

Goodness me.

its amazing! Yes?

p/s : By the way,i'm moving out on next semester. aha!

-Todays' Question-

Do you miss your home now?

I do.

Lucky star

A very violent picha. =D

" I din appear in your blog for a long time edi." He said.

all right, for now, i am going to blog about you.

yesterday he told me lots of romantic words.

" You are the one i love."

" You are the one who make me think of FUTURE "

" You are the one i want to marry."

Yet i asked him lots of tentative questions as well.

If one day you fall in love with another girl how?

If one day you don't like me anymore how?

" I WON'T "

this is what i want to hear.

girls are like that.

ask a lot, eventhough we knew the answer you will give.

but, we just like to hear that.

right? =)

thanks, my dear.

p/s : you gave me your words.

- Todays' Question -
Do you think you i am a lucky star? =)

无奈

累到只差没有昏过去...

下午去上课，交了那份assignment，整个人松了一口气。

回到家，就睡到刚刚才起身。

我起身了，但是你睡了...

就这样，一天没有和你联络过。

是不是过了热恋期的爱情就是这样？

突然，有股寂寞的感觉...

好想有人在我身边，陪我讲话，照顾我...

但是如果找你，

你也只会说我不体谅你。

很无奈...

一个人在异乡，始终还是寂寞的。

p/s: 最近，每天都在听着一首歌， 《傻瓜》温岚。

累到我.....

很累啊...很累啊...
真的很累很累，超级累啊...
讲话走路都没有力气啊...

原来，睡觉真的很舒服...

今天要交的assignment完成了...

接下来就是要收拾我世界大战的房间了...

p/s : 谁要来UTAR念书呀？=)

-Todays' Question -

我累到怎样都想陪你说说话，你呢？

a BIG thank you

Presentation today.

we did present well today.

thanks to my group members.

i can see you all had really put effort on it.

thanks.

i felt sorry to my another assignment group.

i couldn't attend the consultation of the tutor.

sorry that i cannot make it.

So sorry. ='(

all right,

its time to do Culture & Communication assignment.

passing up tomorrow.

Gambateh ne!

p/s : HL milk is my life.

some thoughts

Group discussions are really tiring.

yesterday night discussed until midnight.

Today having presention later.

Hope everything goes smoothly.

"Grooming"

is my assignment topic.

think of it, in Kampar, i don't really groom up myself.

reason? i can only say, "For What?"

but other than in Kampar, YES.

=)

p/s : Looking forward to my Family Trip.

- Todays' Question -

我未来的路，会很是如何？

做个美丽的女人

back from my lovely hometown last evening.

very very busy starting from this week.

rushing for assignments and tons of presentations.

but what i can say is,

i am really enjoy with it, if everythings prepared well.

=)

p/s :

因为你的嫉妒心，才会开始在背后说是非

因为你的虚伪，才会让我觉得很讨厌

- Todays' Question -

一个再美的女人，没有内涵，结论还是丑陋的。Yes?

加油再加油

还记得刚开始来这里读书的时候吗？

我哭了好几个星期，

因为我无法适应这里的生活 和 日子。

但是，如今，

也已经过了将近一年。

我适应了这里的生活...

人嘛，总该学习去适应环境，而不是环境去适应你。

金宝很小，但是很适合念书吧...

我从埋怨，学着去适应...

我从好玩的女生，学着呆在家...

改不了shopping的“好习惯”，

在这里，我还是可以照样shopping，ONLINE SHOPPING~

其实换个角度来看，

我真的很感恩，因为上帝眷顾着我...

p/s : 好好念书，出来必会有一番作为。

做个妈妈感到骄傲的女儿~!